Jazreel Yeo (:

Hi okay I know this blog is... well, dead.

Hey I've been exhaused for the past few weeks with homework, tests, tuition and cca.! Being a secondary 4 students sucks, seriously. All sec 1/2 students who are reading this, I suggest that you guys PLAY HARD (and study a little bit) while you can!!!

Good night world! (:

School is starting tomorrow and I'm totally not excited! Sigh. Have yet to even START on my amaths hw! At least I'm almost done with my english...... :)

It's amazing how 365 days have passed, just like that.

Okay I don't really know where to start..

Well, the start of 2009 was really horrible for me! Thankfully, there were friends who stood by me! Thank you and I love you guys :) Esp. Clara! You really taught me stuff that I should have known!:) Things got back to where it was slowly and I'm glad!

As for 3A, I'm really glad that 3A was noisier than 2A! (Yaye!:)  Ok I know MANY peoples' impression of 3A is 'only know how to study.. so boring/no life/study 24/7 blah blah blah' and I'm only going to agree 50%. It's not entirely fair to all of us when people say we are nerds who study 24/7 and don't know how to have fun. It's annoying when people say that actually. The girls in 3A may be quiet and all but so what? They are the best classmates anyone could ever have and they're really, really sweet :) The girls will plan for birthdays and write birthday cards for everyone. & I have to say the girls are pretty united too. Thank you Shi Juen for everything! I'm really very very very glad that I got closer to you this year as compared to last year. I'm really sorry for all the times I let you down.. I promise I'll be a better friend! I love you girl!! :)) Thank you Lok Yee for always listening to all my problems and giving me advice! You'd always ask me if I was ok whenever I didn't look ok and are just so sweet and kind and I love joking around with you hehe :)! Love you girl! Thank you Rulin for always being there when I need you! Hope to get close to you next year and i love ya!! :D Thank you Evelyne for helping me in my work and being so patient! Oh, and thank you for telling me the answers during Amaths when Mr Yip picks on me!! LOL. :) Love ALL you girls always!! :D

(I remember they celebrated Rachel and my birthday on that day and we started eating the cake with our hands because Rulin put the cake in her freezer by accident! LOL :)

I don't really know what to say about the guys except that Marcus, Eugene and Ryan are awesome people! Haha. Thanks for listening to my problems every once in a while! I know I might get annoyed with you guys at times but I really treasure friends like you guys! Thank you! :) Oh and thank you Nicholas for entertaining Alison and I during chinese class! LOL! Ok erm... Sorry I'm not really close to most of the guys in class!

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In April, we had our SYF! Thank God all our hard work paid off! :) It was really tiring for all of us and we had to sacrifice a lot.. but if I could rewind time, I would definitely go through everything once again :) I still remember the day when we got our results, and we were all sooo anxious! We couldn't believe it when Zan Wei told us 'Gold with Honours' and we even thought he was kidding. Love all CD-ers! Hope you guys work hard and do well for SYF'11! :) I'll try my best to support you guys on the actual day! :)

(LOL look at Mdm TBB! She got squashed hehehe)

In June, I got to go to the country that I had always wanted to. JAPAN!! So much memories there.. Japan with Abi & her mom was great and it was seriously the best holiday I ever had! The company, locals, service, food, weather was THE BEST. LOL. Seriously! And it was great that I got to spend some time with Abi and her mom! Loved their company! It will be one of my greatest memory:)

In December, I went to KL/Genting with Alison! Thought the trip was kinda short, it was enjoyable! :) And I'm really touched that Alison sat with me for the rides at Genting even though she was really afraid. Thank you babe :D

& we celebrated Christmas at Abigail's place! :D

This. Is. Love. (:

And you know what? I think the best thing this year is that I got to really know God. I'm really happy that I was able to step out of my comfort zone too! With God, all things are possible! I'm really glad that I signed up for church camp and I think I'd seriously regret it if I hadn't. This year Abi & I joined Bedok cell and we only went once. =X Promise I will go consistently from now on! :)

Okay, now for pictures! :D

Dearest Abigail, Alison, Clara and Ting Xuan,

We've all gone through so much together and I honestly, from the bottom of my heart hope that no matter what happens, we'd always be close friends! Even if all of us are in different schools after O lvls, I hope all of us will put aside some time just to spend time together! :) I know we've let one another down before and all.. But I also know that we will always love one another no matter what.

This year has been a beautiful year with you guys. Let's make 2010 an even more beautiful year, okay? (:

With lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of love,
Jazreel! :D

Honestly, I am actually really glad that whatever happened in 2009, happened. I believe everything happens for a reason and though some of the stuff that happened this year really made me feel like crap, I learnt soo many things. From frienship to relationships with my family members to life. I would do everything that I had done even if I could rewind time. Now I'm really starting to miss everything.. Time really flies huh. It's like I can't let go of 2009, but I don't wanna move forward to 2010. LOL. Sigh Olvlzz..... Ok anyway I hope all those are taking O lvls next yr will work hard and do well! I believe hard work pays off :D

I hope 2009 has been a wonderful year for every single one of you out there. :) May 2010 be as awesome as you! :D

Life is beautiful. :)

P.S: Don't you think this is like my longest post ever?? Heheh.

Church was awesome! :) It really touched my heart when I saw so many people profess fath during the altar call! Clara came to my church too and I'm glad that she went because the service at my church is really different from hers! & it was great catching up with her too! (:

AND.... Homework:

• Amaths!
• Collect more newspaper articles and do vocab/reflection
• <S>Emaths</S> YAYE!!!! :D
• Physics Wb/notes
• English situational writing
• ENGLISH WS

The main homework is English! Argh..! The thought of being a secondary four student who is taking o leves next year is creeping me out.! Suxxxx. &my mom's gonna be REAL stressed up! Bro's having A levels and I'm having O levels next year! Best or best??

Random picture!

Ah i miss my girls! I miss the times when the 5 of us are out together! Esp Tingx! Haven't talked to her in ages!! Can't wait to see Abigail! It's been more than a week since I last saw her! A & A pls hurry come back from your peer leader camp! :( At least I'm seeing Clara this Tues! hehe :D

Off to bed, sweet dreams!

Ok my dad and I are okay already :)!

Going to church later yaye!! Hmm hope Alison's enjoying her camp and that Abi will have a safe trip back to S'pore! (:

I know I'm going to regret this post sooner or later. But I'm still going to write it.

My Dad locked me out just now and I am currently damn annoyed with my parents. Ah my Dad is plain childish and started the 'THIS IS MY HOUSE, NOT HAPPY, MOVE OUT' scolding which is seriously very, very expected. I wanted to laugh out loud when I heard it because when he was walking to my room, I already knew what was going to come out from his mouth.

Ok anyway I bet we won't talk tomorrow! Haha.

And I know this part is going to be extremely random but I actually wanted to post it some time ago.!  I've decided NOT to get my parents Christmas presents!

WHY? My dad isn't a 'the thought that counts' person. I made him a card for his birthday and a few days later, he asked me where's his present & I told him I made a card! Guess what he said. "I don't want a card, I want a present!" He said something like that and he meant it. Oh and when he saw my face on the Ms teen earth website, guess what he said. "You look so ugly there, who will vote for you?!" Then I closed the page and he asked me to open it again because he wants to see who is the prettiest and he will vote for her. Yeah, I've a supportive Dad.. I know. Anyway in the end my Dad could tell I was damn ZZZ about it and he voted for me. But still, he MEANT what he said. I don't expect him to lie and say I'm the prettiest but at least say something more supportive ya'know? Or just keep quiet. I've feelings too. I'm human too.

Oh and my Mom? I bought for her a Mothers Day gift last year. It was like this erm.. jewellery box. She placed it on her dressing table, but with the plastic still on. When I saw the plastic still on, I knew she didn't really like it. Ok then like a few months ago, my mom asked me if she could give it to someone as a birthday present. I was hurt when she asked me that. I told her okay. I knew she didn't really like it but still.... It's a gift that I gave her. It's a gift that came from my heart.

That's why now the only person I give presents to in my family is my brother. I gave him a birthday present last yr and a christmas present the year before. And I read his blog and he said he was really touched when i gave him the christmas present. At least someone in my family appreciates it. :)That's why I love doing stuff that makes him happy.

I remember my dad asking me before why I don't treat my parents as well as I treat my friends. Seriously, my friends appreciate me much much more.They appreciate me even if I do little things for them.  I've bought food for my Dad a million times before and he has never ever thanked me. Or even apologised when he's in the wrong for that matter.

Okay I still love my parents no matter what. But sometimes I just hope that they will learn to appreciate me just a little more and to be more supportive. Just a little more. Guess I'm going to start praying. :)

Alison just told me God might be telling me something through this. Thank you for comforting me and all babe! Really appreciate it and I love you from the bottom of my heart!! :D Mwah!

TIME TO BATHE! ITS 1.19AM!

I'M ON TWITTER! jazreelye0!

I didn't even know I created my account! Think Alison must have accidentally pressed enter. Haha.

K anyway Alison came over today to do homework! And yesss I FINALLY, FINALLY finished one chapter of Emaths & I found about 7 newspaper articles! Greaaaat! (: I shall make Christmas cards and finish up Emath homework tomorrow! Christmas christmas time is here~~~~ (: Can't wait to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2!

Looking forward to church camp on the 26th! Yaye! & can't wait to hang out with friends this week! It's been a realLONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGggggggG time since I met Simon Shih! And I really miss Clara and Tingx! Abigail hurry come back too!!!

ARGH I freaking hate samsung software lah seriously. I'm having problems transferring pictures. AGAIN.

Hi ice skating is so boring and yes it is my last time there too! Wasted $17 lor!!

Eng tuition in the morning and both Abi & Alison finds it 'okay, okay.. not bad what'.. but i find it like just average. Are my standards too high.? Oh wellz..
Made our way to Kallang leisure park to meet Marcus etc!

Tingx and Clara finally arrived and Alison i'm so proud of you for finally learning how to ice skate (well, at least you can move by yourself now:) ! Hehe and tingx too! Next time go there with a MAN okay! Since you don't feel secure holding on to me!!! Haha.

And I realized the most fun part of the day (to me) was when all of us played games together and not when we were all ice skating! It's ironic yet expected in a way...

Ah i love dogs! They are so faithful compared to cats! My cat only loves me when she wants FOOD. I want a dog! Then hopefully it will chase my cat out!!!! Hehehe just kidding i'm not that heartless!

OKAY GDNIGHT!